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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

CT

Nothing big has happened, but Izzy has been Izzy and this carepage is my record of Izzy's journey.

I don't often share how Izzy reacts to all of these things that happen to her, but she is a very smart little girl and often has strong feelings. You are probably not surprised that she doesn't think life is fair, but when she complains that something is not fair, we've always told her if she is right that is not. Of course, she's almost 5 so some things that she thinks are not fair, really are! This week though, she doesn't think it is fair that her heart is dieing. Yes, those are the words she used. And she is not on board with seeing the docs in Pittsburgh. She does not want to talk to anyone who might want to take her special heart out of her body. So, we made a compromise and Izzy agreed to talk to the doctors at the heart-lung transplant center in Pittsburgh, but everyone will listen to what she has to say about everything. (We were going to do that already, but hearing that made her feel better.) And no, we have not heard from them yet.

Valentine's Day is a big deal in our house because it is also CHD awareness day. Izzy wore her very special "Zipper Club" shirt to show support.



The kids also pretended to have chubby cheeks with their Valentine's gifts from mommy and daddy!


That night (well the next morning at 1:30am), Izzy came down with a nasty tummy bug. She kept nothing down for all of Friday and we were almost going to take her to the ER for IV fluids when my mom worked miracles! Needless to say, the rest of the weekend was full of rest (and legos, but you'll notice there are no pink legos. Izzy does not think that is right!)


And this morning, Izzy had another sedated CT. This one was two studies--first was of her temporal bones to see if those are causing her hearing to decrease as quickly as it has been; and second was of her head and brain because she has been having headaches right on the very top of her head for a couple of weeks now without explanation. Here she is sitting in the waiting room, playing two games of fruit ninja at the same time--double the fruit slicing fun!



After the CT, they gave her a purple popsicle and she wouldn't believe me when I said it didn't turn her tongue purple, so she needed a picture!


We do not have the results back yet, but I'm not expecting much. The one thing we did have today was a first. As I sat in the radiology waiting room, surrounded by other families with their kids, I thought "why are we doing these tests? Will it change what we are doing for her? Should I have questioned more?" Turns out, the anesthesiologist was thinking the same thing. He has taken care of Izzy on many occasions and we really like him a lot. After today's procedure, though, he questioned why we would do these studies and whether they are proper in the big picture of Izzy's prognosis. He warned that Izzy did fine today, but with her heart getting worse, we are flirting with danger. And life got even more real than before. I'm not sure how that was possible. Luckily for me, Izzy decided to lighten the mood afterward.


16 Message(s) from Careapges



Rainbow1Posted Feb 27, 2013 8:12am
My prayers and love go out to you always.Life is not fair but if you can get or make someone smile each day it somehow helps. It seems that Izzy has that ability. She's a wonderful, bright little girl who knows what she wants. Take care, all of you and know that you are always in our prayers. Aunt Jean & Uncle Don

Posted Feb 27, 2013 7:52am
{{{HUG}}} Praying for you and your family dear friend!
Stefenie Jacks

Posted Feb 22, 2013 5:42pm
You know my prayers are always sent to Izzy, you and your family.. Love always,
Elaine

Posted Feb 21, 2013 10:35pm
What an amazing little girl you are raising. She is full of wisdom and that in itself is a miracle. Big hugs to all of you as you navigate rough waters.
Love,
Amy


Set1_rosePosted Feb 21, 2013 11:50am
Not fair but real. We can't ignore what is real but we can emphasize the positive effects of love, fun, family. It looks like that is what you work hard to do with Izzy and it shows! Spring is coming ! Love, June & David

Posted Feb 21, 2013 10:10am
Praying for your precious girl!


Heart8Posted Feb 21, 2013 8:57am
Standing by you and your precious family!

Posted Feb 21, 2013 8:33am
Ups and downs. Sigh. We are walking alongside you, and we are always here. What a beauty she is, inside and out. Hugs for everybody.


Heart8Posted Feb 21, 2013 8:30am
If My holding Izzy while she was not feeling well is a miracle I will take it. I was pretty scared for a while there. Our Izzy girl is so smart it scares me sometimes. There are soo many things to consider when trying to do the best for her. You guys are truly doing a wonderful job. I am praying for a miracle. Love Ma

Posted Feb 21, 2013 12:29am
Sending you a big smooch right back, Izzy.

Posted Feb 20, 2013 9:52pm
Beautiful girl.... inside and out

Posted Feb 20, 2013 9:44pm
Life is so unfair at times and I have noticed it more and more since becoming a part of the CHD community thinking of you all and praying for a miracle :)

Posted Feb 20, 2013 8:57pm
It's so not fair. None of it, really. We hear similar things from Jack sometimes, too, and it just sucks that there are no easy answers. Best thoughts for Izzy, always...
Kelly
cp: JacksHeartUpdate

Posted Feb 20, 2013 8:53pm
Nope, that tongue is not purple !!

Posted Feb 20, 2013 8:42pm
My prayers are with you beautiful family

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